can i get a man who wants to get married...
me: okay. boy 'isn't' ready to be in a relash yet, but he's really cute and behaves like he has feelings for me...
me: anyways, i was randomly myspace stalking him, and his sister put up pics of them a year ago. he looks so happy... i've never seemed him so happy and relaxed
me: but we never spend time together when he's happy or relaxed... it's always tired and blah
me: and then when he does get time off, he's on vaca, so I NEVER get to see that side of him
me: and i'm starting to wonder if it's b/c he just doesn't like me that much and so when he gets the chance, wants to spend it elsewhere with other people
me: technically, there's no 'commitment', so he can do whatever the eff he wants
me: and that's SO infuriating
me: when i push, he pulls back... it's like FUCK YOU!
me: cuz when i pull back, he's all cute again for like a week and a half before shit goes back to normal
me: arg! i want to blog this, so at some point his dumbass can see it and a) own up or b) stop doing it
me: i'm so sick of dealing with non-committal boys...
me: can i get a man who wants to get married and have babies already?
Jun 13th