I am. a senior marketing specialist by title. I dabble. heavily in web & graphic design. I changed. my East Coast self for a Left Coast coat.
I collect. shoes, books, clothes and art supplies. I find. friends, memories, random joys and eternal hope. This is where I dabble. Here is where I write.
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I cannot believe I just did that…
I think I even hurt his feelings cause I wanted to end that phone call so badly against my will. I know I want to stay on the phone, reply to his IM’s, webcam and just be stupid with him but I’m stopping myself because it feels too right around him! This is crazy how I can’t even form sentences around Justin when I’ve liked him all year and then I talk to this guy a few times and he’s just so easy to say anything to. Well… too easy to talk to. I don’t know how to respond to his compliments because he says them too often and I just leave him with a silence on the other line because I don’t want to say the wrong thing and I also don’t want to say the right thing because I can’t do this!!! It’s not right. And instead I say the first thing that comes to mind to avoid returning his compliment and they’re all insults and teasing and I know that’s not what he wants to hear. But I can’t help this, he knows every word a girl wants to hear.
I need a fortune cookie, this shit is whack!
What the hell am I doing.. f’realsss
I think we were separated at birth.